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yah lets play some fucking victory music!!! my day went extremely well today. i did it..i fuckin did it! haha..he came over today..even though i told him no...he still came over. skipping ahead about 2 hrs of filler time...he kissed me by suprise again. so this time..i kissed him back...prolly deeper than he expected cuz he seemed kinda suprised too...but then i stopped, kissed him on the cheek and said..."no more..this is the end" so he got up, seemed thoroughly disappointed and left. but before he left..i stopped him and said "and im serious...no more" and he didnt really say or do anything in reply...cept look deflated. i doubt he'll tell anyone about this..because he lost big time..and ive got him now, since i came out on top of all the conversations and situations.
so yah...play me my song...some one get me the victory champagne and the victory cigar...its time to celebrate. and for you too...haha..i think we kinda did this together huh. this is far sweeter than revenge...revenge always makes u feel dirty or petty...doing the right thing, and ending it proper feels good.
as for all those out there in these kind of situations...my heart goes out to u...cuz it was pretty damn hard. took me near 7 months to end this thing properly. back in march was the first time i tried to end it...blew up in my face...and then at least once a month some catastrophe would happen but i would always go back.
and now FINALLY. i said the words and its over. im actually extremely beyond happy. i do feel really proud of myself. so yah...i think ill celebrate. im gunna buy some shoes or something.
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Heehee *happy* Now go find a guy that actually cares...*is buzzed up ont hat right now* My boyfriend is like, feeling especially nice lately ^_^ he keeps buying me presents! (he never does that *sniff*) [img]wink.gif[/img] this morning I found the newest Bjork cd on my chair, and I just came home to find a Gambit comic waiting for me...he knows I love Gambit [img]wink.gif[/img] *sighs* I'm going to try my best not to get paranoid that he's up to something 'cause I like being spoiled in the little ways [img]wink.gif[/img] * gets ready to go immerse herself in Gambitness* [img]wink.gif[/img]
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ok...u can call me an evil bitch...but right now that kid is having girl troubles and im happy about it!
yah he quickly forgot about me and moved on to his next target. i dunno what the hell is going on with it...but i think they are fighting. could be similar to my situation i dunno...but hes actually mad about it. so im actually happy. im glad to see hes on the receiving end. hes only spoken to me twice since then..and literally its been like one sentence.
i honestly dont care...cuz i dont want to see him. im at URI right now and well....freshMEN...hehehe.
in my art class on boths sides of me are the hottest guys i have ever seen in real life..like u know..tv hot or ashton kutcher hot..i dunno that level. haha...i know i sound like a dork but seriously....its just that good.
so yah fuck that kid. i wanna see the aftermath. this is what he has in his info on aim
we dont give a damn
we're gona get fukin' merked if we keep it up
time to go back to the [way] it was before.
wow...he keeps adding stuff..it was diff before. hes really pissed. im extremely pleased. i know its bad and im going to hell. BUT ITS UR TIME FUCKER. hahahahaha...ill prolly regret this. ahaha
